A new school brought about a sinking feeling in my stomach on the first day of school, a little optimism on the second, and ended a little better then I had expected on the finale. I guess being who I am, I should be glad with the few friends I made here and there which would most probably end up being hi-bye friends in the near future. Haha, I'm afraid I've created a very bad impression for myself, skipping almost a day's worth of school hours, crashing in on other clans, as well as getting sent home for long hair today. But I must voiced out that I made more than the usual effort I'd normally make to talk to as much people in my clan as possible. But.. I doubt anyone would still be able to recognise me on Monday. Mi wasn't that bad, considering its rumored reputations, and at least, my group has the coolest name, Kyra, and the best OGL, Farisha. So 3 days in Kyra 2 helped me settle a little, but like many others, moving on in 6 weeks time is just a matter of time.
I should say that I'm very proud of Kyra 2, and I apologise for my almost zilch contribution to the group. Not that anyone from my orientation group would ever come across this, (as I wander away on most occasions) but for memory's sake, I think if given a choice, I would choose Kyra 2 and start all over again. (:
See, I'm an emotional person, but save the tears for another day.
A little nagging thought crosses my mind now and then. Seeing how some of my friends from other schools settling in their respective JCs all too comfortably, I keep thinking of how many things would change in 2007. I do hope the little doors left open would not dwindle yet again. But fact is, some would leave just that little peak open, while others.. shut completely. I hope that I'm wrong though. New year resolution #1: Be a happy boy that hopes; be it high or low.
Even if it means lying to myself.
I'm a happy boy, as of now, 5th January 2007.
Three cheers for Kyra 2, and my very nice, short and soft spoken OGL, Farisha. (:
Replies to tags ( sorry for my being late ) :
Fel: Hey! It's Black Balloon by the Goo Goo Dolls. (:
Jialin: Of course I do remember you! My ' sister ' and we still have a coffee date! (:
Angeline: Haha, not really. They're written in the heart language, you need to use your heart to feel them! Okay, I'm kidding. I don't know that you ever come here!
Elana: Hey there, artist-to-be! Thanks for the drawing ( it's really beautiful ) and the food you brought over on Thursday!
Jacqueline: Hello youuu. (:
Charmaine: Hey! Haha, I apologise that my tag board has caused you problems with its very stubborn black boxes. I'll fix it soon!
Evangeline: Haha, understand what? If it's the recent post, I think only a few do. But anyway, it's nothing big!
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